On the plus side, the entertainment business is up!  That's right, work has been quite busy lately.  If any of you would like to know what it is I do....    check out this site!   http://www.bettersex.com    That is the company I work for and those are the products I test...I mean take orders for.  I answer perverts calls for 8 hours a day 5 days a week.  But I make mad money doing it. 

I really miss you all so much.  I want to come visit soon.  Keep in touch. 

So the quest of late has been to ditch this need for ciggs. Not working out too well, but I have signifantly decreased the amount i am burning up. There is no excuse good enough to continue slowly killing myself so I am taking a stand against my warped mind and doing the right thing. Keep me in your prayers.

Life continues to tumble me as though I am a pebble in the ever churning river. Sometimes I stumble or get stuck but i always find a way to continue my journey.  There is an excellent massage therapy school about 45 minutes from my home. I really want to attend it. Unfortunately, no one told me that I would need a piggy bank the size of a lincoln town car to go there. So with small funds I hang my head and say, "Maybe next year!" 

Love is not one feeling. It is several feelings that are connected to an everlasting feeling of floating. Somedays I feel like I could write a million songs, other days I feel as though I live in a daytime soap opera. Do you ever wonder what life would be like if we had theme music? 

I miss everyone....

Love always, Tabetha

 Hey ya'll! Sorry just thought you might enjoy a little southern culture.

I AM NOT DEAD!!!!! 

What a relief huh?! I haven't had a whole lot of time to do much of anything!  It's kinda funny how life just keeps on moving when you feel like you're still standing in the same spot. 

So much can happen in a single day, but I have let over a year go by since the last time I updated anyone. I miss BGSU!  But I realize that I would have never been truly happy there. It was an experience that will last my lifetime. I met so many people who have taught me so much.

Well my life has been good so far. I am working at a call center full time taking phone orders and customer serviece calls.  It pays really good and there are bonus offers to increase our income.  I live on my own in a two bedroom trailer with my cat. Yes I am still up to no good. Things haven't changed with the man situation, but they're going to. Trust me on this.

Over all I am happy where I am in life. I am proud of being on my own and I am taking care of what I need. Sure I own a 1994 Ford Taurus and it can be a pain in the butt. Just wait I will be getting a new car in about six months. Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if we make other choices. 

Well if anyone still reads this or get the email with this, you can email me back at bgsutab@msn.com. 

Have you ever been so confused with something...and you can't even get away from it long enough to think?  Doesn't that scare you? 

I wish I could just figure out what I am feeling.  I wish I could just tell you and ask you.  Things are so confusing.  I am tired of thinking about it.  I'll let you know what's going on later. 

Karaoke this Saturday!  But it doesn't fill the place in my heart for BG parties!  I miss my friends...I want to visit so bad...

I want to be able to ask questions...and get answers...If I have to let go I need to know...Maybe I should just forget it....

Some days...just thought brings me down...